Why do you suck men's dicks?

Because cocks are beautiful and amazing. I mean, I have a dick and I love it. If I could wrap my lips around it and suck myself, I’d be in heaven. But I can’t. So instead, I suck other men’s cocks. I mean, I also love women’s breasts, asses, legs, lips, tummies, etc., etc., but none of those things make me feel the same way as a man’s cock. I’m not sexually attracted to other manly assets (muscles, looks, asses), but damn, the penis is just the sexiest fucking thing in the world. Watching a big, heavy, soft cock grow hard, till it is throbbing and the veins are pulsing makes my mouth water. Wrapping my lips around a horny boner, licking it up and down, sucking softly on those jizz filled nuts, feeling my eyes water as I struggle to take it down my pussy throat, overcoming the ache in my jaw as I please a man’s penis with my cocksucking mouth…it all contributes to the ultimate sexual experience for me. It also makes me feel nasty and even humiliated to admit I love sucking cock and swallowing cum. For years I had looked down upon gay men, saying to myself, “how can you be attracted to other men.” And while I still don’t understand the romantic attraction, I totally get the pure sexual addiction of m2m action. Dominant tops that really know how to use a cocksucker are my favorite. Pushing my submissive buttons as a male cocksucker opens up feelings I never get to enjoy in my day-to-day life as a man. Even when I’m not sucking a cock, I fantasize about it, often gooning for hours to gay porn and dick pics. I jerk off often, and in the last 20 years, I can’t remember ever shooting my wad when I wasn’t dreaming of sucking a beautiful cock.